THE LOST BOY
lost in this world...
lost for a girl...
walking alone...
nowhere to go...
nothing to hope...
tears in his eyes...
hands in his face...
lost in his world...
lost for this girl..
but her eyes are so cold
and his smile is so lost...
and he cries
as she talks
and he cries
as she stares
and he cries
as she leaves...
over and over again...
she leaves for no reason
and forgets all that season...
and this wind is so cold
and his smile is so lost...
he kissed a ghost
pretending she was real...
pretending it was love...
she has clear blue eyes
but few words to comfort
she’s crying her fears out...
she has big brown eyes
but a troubled mind
she’s laughing her fears out...
can’t breathe...
can’t smile...
can’t dream...
the lost boy
on his way...
on his own...
again and again...
he’s still in love with this girl
but she comes from another world
or maybe she just lives in his lost dream...
lost again
as he will always be...
on his way...
on his own...
in just another lost love...
she leaves...
THE CLOUD GIRL
her eyes so big and dark and beautiful
where angels live in...
with red lips and pale soft skin...
a glass in her hand
and the cutest smile...
she stares so...
heaven scent all around...
but shy and ugly I fear
to even ask her name...
to even say hello...
so lost and scared...
she stops the rain
and draws rainbows all around
as she disappears
like a cloud in a sunny sky...
a sinking wish...
sad I will never see her again
though she will always live...
...in my dreams...
...I cry...
AS THE ANGELS SLEEP
hear the music from those harps
and the choir from the stars...
don’t be scared...
don’t be afraid...
take my hands
and hold them tight...
watch the angels
as they play...
as they smile...
as they sleep...
feel the breeze of the dawn
and get wings for us all...
kiss the sky
and feel the dream...
don’t be scared...
don’t be afraid...
take my hands
and just feel safe...
watch the angels
as they play...
as they smile...
as they sleep...
but the night turns into pain...
no more stars but just the rain...
and the dreams just fade away
like they can’t fly anyway...
no more light but just a dark way...
and I’m scared
and I’m afraid
and I watch you...
as you play...
as you smile...
as you sleep..
as you go...
away...
from me...
THE OCEAN DREAM
wash away the tears...
wash away the fears...
her feet in the water...
(her hair in the wind...)
was that real?
was that true?
I can’t see...
I can’t see...
the sun blinds my eyes
and I fall asleep at the ocean waves’ sound...
then I wake up again...
drowned in my tears...
drowned in my fears...
again...
THE MORNING SUN
your smile warms me like this pale morning sun...
like a friend’s dead...
like a lover’s gone...
like the tears out of my eyes...
it seemed so perfect then...
but things are meant to end...
this story is so unfair...
your stare warms me like this cold morning sun...
like the dreams that never were...
like the fears out of my heart...
like all the lies I’ve ever heard...
the sun shines high...
but all these flowers die...
it seemed so happy then...
but all the stars fell to the ground....
like all the world comes to the end...
dress still on the floor...
for a reason yet unknown...
and your hands are cold as ice..
as you hold me one last time..
I won’t wait for the morning sun any more..
nothing won’t ever be the same..
will I ever wake up again?
SHE'S MELTING SNOW
her skin is white...
her skin is soft...
she’s melting snow..
she’s melting my snow...
she’s melting my heart...
her eyes are black...
her touch is soft...
she’s snow
she’s life
she’s love
she’s melting snow...
she’s melting my snow...
she’s melting my world...
she’s as soft as snow...
as bright as white stars...
as wonderful as heaven dreams...
she stares at the mirror
but she can’t see herself...
she’s just melted snow...
and the fun and the tears and the fear we had...
...button-eyed and
carrot-nosed
I melt as she melts...
FADING LIPS
dancing at the howling ocean echo from a shell...
on the warm beach...
your gracious silk gown waving in the breeze...
caressing away the grains of sand from your sugary lips...
dressed in angelic white
you are my light...
stars in your pearl eyes...
moon dust lilies in your hair...
a necklace made of rose petals on your pale cheeks
and the perfume of your soft velvet skin...
I tried to kiss you...
I tried to hold you...
but you had fading lips...
your fading lips...
you’re fading lips...
a day with you would be a dream come true
but you can’t dream my dream...
fading...
fading...
away...
THE EMPTY ROOM
Do you remember when we loved each other?
Do you remember when the sun was shining bright?
Do you remember when the kiss was real?
But then time has passed
You turned into someone else
Things fell apart
Everything we were just broke into pieces...
The sun doesn't shine anymore
Your smile is no longer like it used to be...
It's the end of all emotions
It's the end of our love
It's the end of all our dreams...
Walking downstairs to the empty room...
Still hoping to see you
Still pretending you'll be there
Crying downstairs in the empty room...
Dancing alone in the empty room
Crying alone in the empty room
Feeling alone in the empty room
I still hear the sound of your steps in the empty room
But this room would be empty even with you now...
How could you leave all that was?
Walking in pain to the empty room
Walking in tears to what it was yours once...
Never felt so alone in this empty room
Never felt so lost in this empty room
Never felt so old in this empty room...
you just changed into someone else...
Why can't you dream anymore?
And all is left is your memory
And all is left is nothing...
I am alone in the empty room...
12:12
it’s too late...
it’s too early...
it’s never the right time...
she was just a dream...
she left forever...
so now tell me 12 good reasons to live again...
so now give me 12 ways to love again...
(to believe again)
it’s 12:12 again
and I sit here alone again...
just 12 steps from you again...
it’s just another broken dream...
THE NEVER-ENDING RAIN
thunders roll like drums
as our love explodes...
there’s no longer you in the mirror
but just my fading shadow...
you never understood me
and just flew away in the rain...
alone in this room
I think of you
but all I see is just rain
over and over again...
this never-ending rain washes away
every trace of you
every kiss from you...
you said you loved me
and then it poured down
and you loved me no more...
this never ending rain washes away
all the dream I had
all the times we had...
nothing inspires me anymore
nothing moves me anymore
and all I feel is just rain
over and over again...
trying to sleep alone
but the rain fills my head
my body is numb and my mind is blank
no more feelings nor emotions
just frustration...
a grey rose is all that’s left
when once it was so red and beautiful..
you came...
you touched...
you left...
I lost all I had
but this deep hate for myself won’t ever leave me...
I think I won’t survive this time...
this never-ending rain makes me feel so sad and grey...
this never-ending rain never stops...
this never-ending fear never leaves...
this never-ending pain will last forever...
and it feels like rain
and it feels like tears
and it feels like you...
and it rains...
it just rains...
and it never stops...
it never stops...
(strange as clouds she used to live
in my dreams...)
UNDER A SKIN-WHITE MOON
UNDER THIS SKIN-WHITE MOON
I THINK OF YOU
UNDER THIS SUGAR-WHITE MOON
I DREAM OF YOU
UNDER THIS ANGEL-WHITE MOON
I’M IN LOVE WITH YOU
UNDER THIS SNOW-WHITE MOON
I WATCH FOR YOU
UNDER THIS PURE-WHITE MOON
I CARE FOR YOU
UNDER THIS MILK-WHITE MOON
I PRAY FOR YOU
UNDER THIS INNOCENT-WHITE MOON
I CRY FOR YOU
UNDER THIS SAND-WHITE MOON
I WAIT FOR YOU
UNDER THIS DREAM-WHITE MOON
I PLAY FOR YOU
UNDER THIS GOLD-WHITE MOON
I’M AFRAID OF YOU
UNDER THIS STAR-WHITE MOON
I DIE FOR YOU
UNDER THIS SALT-WHITE MOON
I’M LOST IN YOU
UNDER THIS PALE-WHITE MOON
I TRUST IN YOU
BUT FEAR SWALLOWS ME AGAIN
SKIN-WHITE GIRL
YOU MEAN MORE THAN THIS BEAUTIFUL MOON...
BUT UNDER THIS COLD-WHITE MOON...
THERE IS NO YOU...
WAITING FOR YOU
Seems I’ve been here for ages...
waiting for you...
been crying a lot...
been dancing alone...
been shouting out loud...
been breaking up love...
been hoping so long...
been running so fast..
been awake for days...
been loosing myself in pain...
been kissing your picture...
been dying inside...
been waiting for you...
and I’m still here and always will...
though you never were and never will...
IN THE FOG
and now it all seems so wrong and strange and far...
another time misunderstood...
another missing chance...
a betrayed heart
and a wandering soul...
it seems like everything has to end
and no-one is here anymore...
on the road to nowhere once more
but this time you don’t care anymore...
through the pain and the loneliness
as the innocence is lost forever...
your lips are just a blurred stain in my memory
and the smile of yesterday just slipped away...
now I can’t see you...
I can’t reach you...
I can’t touch you...
I can’t feel you...
anymore...
and this thick fog all around suffocates me...
everything’s hidden...
everything’s lost...
everyone’s gone...
no sounds...
no colours...
no shapes...
no-one...
it’s the fog that keeps me away from seeing you...
it’s the fog between us...
it's like worlds
apart...
COLD GREY SKY
it’s getting dark and cold and grey
and she no longer is like she used to...
her stare got numb
and her touch is frozen now...
she tastes of ice
and smells of rain...
nothing will ever be the same under this cold grey sky...
one last kiss...
one last lie...
as she hides the sunshine...
I thought it was a dream
while it’s just its end...
I’ve never felt so lost under this cold grey sky...
I’ve never felt so afraid under this no star sky...
passing of time makes me weaker and weaker...
passing of time makes her stronger and stronger...
nothing will ever be the same under this cold grey sky...
she won’t be the same under this no star sky...
we won’t be together again under this no dream sky...
we won’t kiss again under this no hope sky...
safe only inside my own world...
though it’s not her world...
and it’s not anyone else’s world...
crying tears of lost stars...
while outside
it rains...
again...
SHE’S SO SAD
she’s as beautiful as roses
and so many eyes want to pick her up...
but she’s in love with an imaginary man
she’s just friend with an imaginary friend
she’s just afraid of her inner self...
I try to dry her tears
but my love won’t suffice
feeling inside
faking outside
her skin tastes soft
her eyes look so lost
as she dreams of angels...
she’s so beautiful
I can’t breathe
I love her
but she doesn’t
I’m so sad
she’s so sad
she’s so sad
a sense of senseless love
so cold I shiver
so cold she shivers
I told her I love her
but she did not hear my words
she believes in worlds of magic
she just can’t find love in this ordinary world
grey clouded sky
and sad dry lips
she can’t find her way
she can’t find the reason why
she’s so sad and always will be
she can’t trust her heart
she can’t feel real love
she’s so sad and will always cry
twisted feelings and confused emotions
pouring rain and dying suns
she’s so sad
and sad I can’t make her happy
she’s so sad
and sad I can’t help her live her dreams
she dreams
she dreams
she dreams a world of dreams
so far away from this world
she’s too beautiful for this world...
she will never be happy
THE DARKEST NIGHT
and the night comes
and your smile disappears
as I can’t sleep
I can’t dream of you anymore
the stars turn off
the moon falls asleep
and the morning never comes
and the sun doesn’t wake up anymore...
will you be my dream
or will you be my nightmare
will you be my day
or will you be my night
in the darkest night
only the fears wake up
will you be my everything
or will you be my nothing
will you be my sun
or will you be my rain
time stops
in the longest night
breath stops
in the darkest night
will you be my life
or will you be my death
will you be my smile
or will you be my tear
will you be my love
or will you be my hate
will you be my sea
or will you be my desert
will you be my light
or will you be my darkness
walking down streets to nowhere
in the dark I cannot see the path to you
it’s the longest night
it’s the saddest night
it’s the sleepless night
will you be my angel
or just my imagination
will you be my girl
or just another vision
in the darkest night
you are not here
you are not real
it’s the darkest night
...without you...