THE NEVER-ENDING RAIN
thunders roll like drums
as our love explodes...
there’s no longer you in the mirror
but just my fading shadow...
you never understood me
and just flew away in the rain...
alone in this room
I think of you
but all I see is just rain
over and over again...
this never-ending rain washes away
every trace of you
every kiss from you...
you said you loved me
and then it poured down
and you loved me no more...
this never ending rain washes away
all the dream I had
all the times we had...
nothing inspires me anymore
nothing moves me anymore
and all I feel is just rain
over and over again...
trying to sleep alone
but the rain fills my head
my body is numb and my mind is blank
no more feelings nor emotions
just frustration...
a grey rose is all that’s left
when once it was so red and beautiful..
you came
you touched
you left...
I lost all I had
but this deep hate for myself won’t ever leave me...
I think I won’t survive this time...
this never-ending rain makes me feel so sad and grey...
this never-ending rain never stops...
this never-ending fear never leaves...
this never-ending pain will last forever...
and it feels like rain
and it feels like tears
and it feels like you...
and it rains...
it just rains...
and it never stops...
it never stops...
(strange as clouds she used to live
in my dreams...)
SHE’S SO SAD
she’s as beautiful as roses
and so many eyes want to pick her up...
but she’s in love with an imaginary man
she’s just friend with an imaginary friend
she’s just afraid of her inner self...
I try to dry her tears
but my love won’t suffice
feeling inside
faking outside
her skin tastes soft
her eyes look so lost
as she dreams of angels...
she’s so beautiful
I can’t breathe
I love her
but she doesn’t
I’m so sad
she’s so sad
she’s so sad
a sense of senseless love
so cold I shiver
so cold she shivers
I told her I love her
but she did not hear my words
she believes in worlds of magic
she just can’t find love in this ordinary world
grey clouded sky
and sad dry lips
she can’t find her way
she can’t find the reason why
she’s so sad and always will be
she can’t trust her heart
she can’t feel real love
she’s so sad and will always cry
twisted feelings and confused emotions
pouring rain and dying suns
she’s so sad
and sad I can’t make her happy
she’s so sad
and sad I can’t help her live her dreams
she dreams
she dreams
she dreams a world of dreams
so far away from this world
she’s too beautiful for this world...
she will never be happy